The Grief of Grieving..

The grieve of every person losing someone to life, death, love, or anger is that of letting go of the pain and agony. A story written for you , with you and by you turns into a climax that was unwritten by you. Every human on this earth has experienced loss in a certain way…

Alis Grave Nil..

Nothing is heavy with wings .. To know who I am I needed to remind myself of what i was and never wanted to be anymore. Growth is painful. It hurts to break structure whether that is of your bones or your core. Change is painful and really disturbing. It makes you feel uncertain and…

Cloud walker..

When I walk, I don’t touch the ground. When I walk I walk on the clouds. I like the way the wind blows in to my hair. I love the way I have a clear vision of every beautiful thing. I love the way life floats around my awareness. I love the dreams I have…

Developed Negatives..

To Fear.. Fear binds us in our existence. You may not understand the meaning of its shadow right there right now but like fog blinds your sight so does fear blind your heart and mind. The shadow of ignorance pursues your mind. Break down the dark walls and still dare to dream. Fear a dream…

Goals…

We all have goals in life, some of us more than others. We study hard for it and we all cross boundaries in achieving this great good of purpose. Some of us are happy with the mainstream achievement, like a home, car and loveable family. Others are in search for something bigger. They are not…

A letter to myself,

Sometimes you look in the mirror and are not happy with what you see. It's not the looks that concern you but what lies within you, that the eyes reflect. Wishing is a poor way of making yourself believe that you are preparing to make the decision towards change but never will wishful thinking bring you…

Shame has a Secret..

It grows in the dark. We all have moments of shame in our lives. Whether it is the shame of not being good, beautiful or strong enough. We all have fears that push us towards shame and so capture our mind with the darkness of nothing but pain, dislike, negativity and even more fear. I…

No Doubt?

  Replace faith for doubtWhen I was young I had a vision of how relationships should be. I had the example of movies I saw growing up. I read it in books I was addicted to. I heard it in songs I danced on in happy days. Years went by and my perception of relations…

Reset Regret…

Like all humans I also faced the risky face of regret. Regret is a word short but it goes beyond every chain of feelings you have ever experienced. Regret is like the sun. It sets down, it disappears but it is always there. We often wear glasses in order to avoid the bright burning of its…

A Dope – Ride…

  If you love speed you would love the ride inside my head. If you love rollercoasters you would love the way my emotions swing and if you love rainbows you would love my ability of producing tears and light at the same time. Me? I am always in for a good ride but my…