The Grief of Grieving..

The grieve of every person losing someone to life, death, love, or anger is that of letting go of the pain and agony. A story written for you , with you and by you turns into a climax that was unwritten by you. Every human on this earth has experienced loss in a certain way…

Alis Grave Nil..

Nothing is heavy with wings .. To know who I am I needed to remind myself of what i was and never wanted to be anymore. Growth is painful. It hurts to break structure whether that is of your bones or your core. Change is painful and really disturbing. It makes you feel uncertain and…

De Cirkel van het Verloochene Zelf

Hebben jullie weleens gehoord van de gezegde ‘’ appel valt niet ver van de boom’’? Die gezegde heeft een betekenis die ertoe wijst dat men als kind veel kenmerken behelst die de ouders hebben. In het huidige uitleg van de gezegde gaat het om bepaalde karaktereigenschappen en natuurlijk uiterlijke verschijnselen. We blame it on nature…

The Game..

While winners participate a race to excel, losers participate a race only for the satisfaction and the feeling of being important. Games are played all around the world  but every game has a set of rules. Respect is one of the core values of every game. Playing the game of happiness, the game of love,…

In conversation with the heart…

  I the mind tried to rationalize in reasoning to convince the heart. So when reasoning with it I failed to convince the rhythm of its beats. Still now and then I try to talk to its conscience and its emotions. My friendly and gentle way of communication doesn’t piss it off but opens a…

Developed Negatives..

To Fear.. Fear binds us in our existence. You may not understand the meaning of its shadow right there right now but like fog blinds your sight so does fear blind your heart and mind. The shadow of ignorance pursues your mind. Break down the dark walls and still dare to dream. Fear a dream…

Life Sentence…

Standing in the middle of a bar, full of people. Energy is overloaded and alcohol is pouring itself within the systems. So many happy faces, so many beautiful smiles, so many joyful laughter’s but for me it all was fake. I mirrored the room from my own perspective. I scanned the eyes that were supposed…

The Same Mistake..

They say that to much is hard to catch with heart and mind. If a nature is given to you, you will nurture its gift by chereshing it, feeding it and expanding it. A certain mistake is made by each and one of us. We grow out of it. We learn to forget. Most importantly…

Shame has a Secret..

It grows in the dark. We all have moments of shame in our lives. Whether it is the shame of not being good, beautiful or strong enough. We all have fears that push us towards shame and so capture our mind with the darkness of nothing but pain, dislike, negativity and even more fear. I…

No Doubt?

  Replace faith for doubtWhen I was young I had a vision of how relationships should be. I had the example of movies I saw growing up. I read it in books I was addicted to. I heard it in songs I danced on in happy days. Years went by and my perception of relations…