Alis Grave Nil..

Nothing is heavy with wings .. To know who I am I needed to remind myself of what i was and never wanted to be anymore. Growth is painful. It hurts to break structure whether that is of your bones or your core. Change is painful and really disturbing. It makes you feel uncertain and…

The Game..

While winners participate a race to excel, losers participate a race only for the satisfaction and the feeling of being important. Games are played all around the world  but every game has a set of rules. Respect is one of the core values of every game. Playing the game of happiness, the game of love,…

Rewind E-volution

Before reading my blog I would like you to answer the following questions for yourself:  How often do you evaluate not your success, financial or motivational growth but your emotional growth? If you could choose between making a lot of money or helping someone with something humanitarian what would you choose?  If you are married…

The question of an exclamation point

Have you ever considered the world to be a magical place where love, joy and happiness turn friends? Have you ever found the destination of a search, the dream of a reality and the question of curiosity? Have you ever taken the time to stand still by the infinite possibilities of this life? We look…

Life Sentence…

Standing in the middle of a bar, full of people. Energy is overloaded and alcohol is pouring itself within the systems. So many happy faces, so many beautiful smiles, so many joyful laughter’s but for me it all was fake. I mirrored the room from my own perspective. I scanned the eyes that were supposed…

A letter to myself,

Sometimes you look in the mirror and are not happy with what you see. It's not the looks that concern you but what lies within you, that the eyes reflect. Wishing is a poor way of making yourself believe that you are preparing to make the decision towards change but never will wishful thinking bring you…

Shame has a Secret..

It grows in the dark. We all have moments of shame in our lives. Whether it is the shame of not being good, beautiful or strong enough. We all have fears that push us towards shame and so capture our mind with the darkness of nothing but pain, dislike, negativity and even more fear. I…

Sunday Believer…..

The Sunday’s make you feel like it is the beginning of a new period and the end of what passed. We have our weeks scheduled in to seven days. Those seven days have their own impact on how we feel, how we act and how we respond on certain facts. The Sunday effect is the…